Archive for January, 2008

13
Jan
08

I thought all Drama had gone from my life. I wish.

So…yeah. Drama is back again. I really kinda missed it.

First thing; Frankie’s parents figured out he’s gay. Took them long enough. It took and essay on Gay Marraige [pro] and a laminated picture of a guy to get it through their thick skulls, but they put two and two together. 

And then Frankie had a fic I wrote [Freddy/Zack, School of Rock, Missmurder83, Fanfiction.net] Called ‘Afraid of the Dark’, on his wall, and his dad found it and hates me now because of my fuckin screen name.

How stupid is that.

I’m sorry it isn’t fluffyponiesandbunnies or rainbowsandponiesandmyspaceohmy or even jesusismyheroevenmoresothanponiesandbunniesandmyspaceohmy.

But Seriously, it’s based on a song. By AFI, given, and it’s about a murderous girl, but really. I like me Venusatpeace screen name better anyway.

Yeah, so now they are trying to cram religion down his throat, and all that  kinda stuff. Pshaw.

So I’m his ‘gay support’ ’cause i’m all ‘you be gay-er than you’ve ever been before and stuff, it’s who I am. I support the rainbow. Don’t ride it though. I’m starting a GSA at KW if they don’t have one ’cause Wyoming is full of homophobic bastards and redknecks all over the damn place.

*sigh*

I’m moving to Canada anyway. Unfortunately not in the near future.

Ok, other Drama.

U’m kinda pissed at Cameron right now. ‘Cause he’s pissed in general. And he didn’t tell me and ugh. He’s impossible.

I was txting him earlier, and after like the first two messages he shows his pissed-offedness. UGH, he drives me CRAZY.

‘Cause he wouldn’t tell me and he’s always afraid of screwing up and he’s totally clueless about EVERYTHING that isn’t FFR, DDR, GH, FF, Pokemon and Yughio and he dos stupid stunts that could get him killed, and he walks around for miles in 20 degree weather and is always so difficult and he make no sense EVER. EVER EVER EVER. EVER. It pisses me off.

‘Cause he is too fucking difficult to figure out.

Amanda I get, Frankie I get, Rhonda I get, NORMAL people I get.

But CAMERON.

UGH.

I mean, he contradicts himself, kinda of like a hypocrite, but not as drastic. And I can never get a good picture of him and he has drastic split personalities ALL THE TIME.

UGH.

I’m gunna go now.

’cause I’m pissed.

Grr.

DO NOT DISTURB.

05
Jan
08

My new Hair and Saturday…

So yeah, I got my hair cut today.

It’s kinda short. So you aren’t alone Sushee. But it’s not that short. Way shorter than it was though, I feel like I chopped off half my frigging hair.  But anyway, it’s really emo-ish, with layers and bangs and blackness, and I’m going to streak it w/ reddish brown tomorrow.

Fuuuuuuuuuun. And if I don’t like it, I’m dying it black again. I’m excited. It’s different.

I’m actually really different looking now, I kinda spraled into another style change over break. Now it’s headbands, short hair, bright hiar accesories, and even brihter and crazier eye makeup. Right now I’m wearing blue blending into purple. Awesome.

So here’s a pic of my new hair..kinda, it’s more of an emo pic of me in which I have my new hair. You can see the bangs anyway…

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Sorry for the low quality, I had to resize it like 3 times. Ugh, stupid crappy photo paint thing. I wish I had photoshop.

So yeah, today was busy. I spent half of it up by the mall, eating lunch at Mongolian Grill, which is AWESOME btw, then went to Wallmart to wait for my hair app., then got my hair cut, felt kinda bald w/o all my georgeous goddess hair. It’s still goddess hair though.

Came home, ate pizza, ‘rents went to some dinner party thing at Lathrop.

Yup, so interesting day. I’m gunna go play w/ my hair now, I think.

I find myself somewhat of a emo hair exprert now. I’ve done my research.

Yeah, so I’m officially hair obsessed. OFICIALLY. Oh well.

:)

05
Jan
08

None of these are me, I’m doing this for my oceanic friend Adrienne, who, bless her heart, asked me to.

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Again: Not ME!!! And agian, more to come. I plan to edit this post later.

03
Jan
08

Adults ruin everything…

Well, not everything, but most of them try. This isn’t a rant about school or teachers or anything.

This goes to all of you out there over 25 or w/e and writing and making websites about emo kids.

This is why our emo culture is totally being faded by the stereotypes and posers and such.

I’ve encountered two types of people tallking about emo on the internet: the adults with no idea what they’re talking about, and kids who actually do know what they are talking about.

I was on a site like 2 minutes ago that really pissed em off because it was obviously just a collaberation of “emo” stuff and they were obviously in it mostly for the ad money. Ads fucking everywhere.

Then there are those ones that say things like ” Emo is a new fad and if you’re over 25, you’ve prolly never heard of it. The music is loud and screaming, hair like the new mullet, multi colored, pants are tight, black is a musyt, straight hair is a must.” blah blah blah.

But that isn’t what emo is. Emo ~to me~ is just seeing the darker side to things and talking about issues most peple don’t want to discuss, and it’s about being yourself. Expression, individuality. But it IS a fad to most people, so they just copy what they see on the internet.

*sigh*

Adults on Fox news did a report on Emo/Scene kids that was totally stereotypical. It pissed me off that they are making what it really is look bad.

EMO IS NOT THE NEW MULLET FOR FATE’S SAKE!!!

Goddamn that makes me angry.

So anyway, adults ruin everything for genuine people. ‘Cause they are afraid of us I guess. Afriad to express themselves.

I pity them greatly.

02
Jan
08

–Break–

Yeah, so break has been pretty boring. I got some cool stuff for x-mas. I got this wicked trench coat, and a whole bunch of emo-y accesories, gloves, ties, hair extentions, stuff like that. I also got that AFI “I Heard a Voice” DVD, which is pretty wicked. And a green crystal necklace kinda thing wich goes really well with saftey pins. :)

So, I’m obsessed with hair as you know, so I’ve spent countless hours in the night kinda researching it or w/e.  Mostly emo/scene hair. I’m getting my haircut Saturday I hope. And I’m gunna streak it.

I want to streak it blonde, but our retarted school won’t let me.  Because it’s “unnatural.”

W/E.

It’s basically discrimination. ‘Cause every other haircolor can be streaked blonde, except black. Discrimination aainst black hair. Right? ‘Cause it undeniably is. It pisses me off that a bunch of forty year olds with dry as hell icybrown colored hair can decide what’s “unnatural.”

Mr. Mrs. Vulmer’s hair is terrible. I want to rip it from her skull. It’s disgusting. I’d be doing the worrld a favor. And girls can’t cut their hair short, but look at our teachers. Our frigging principle. W/e.

And guys can’t have long hair. I swear, our school needs a wake up call.

 WELCOME TO THE 21ST CENTURY, PLEASE!! 2008!!!

It’s really rather infuriating. Grr.

So anyway, I’m making Youtube videos, ’cause I frigging can, I guess.

I’ll prolly put them up on here later, when they are DONE.

Yeah, so there’s ur update. Hope you enjoyed.