Cam in his ridiculous Haliburton, red, reflective, jump suit. I’ve only seen him wearing a shirt under it once…
Alex waving…
Rachel P. has the toilotte…. 
Back up friend Zeemo…
My bff Franklin at school…
Happy X-Mas, Christams, Haunaka (spelled it wrong, I know, sorry), Quwanza, Yule, or wtf/e else you celebrate emo kid.
Yeah, pictures rock. Steal them if you must. but they are mine, I took them all.
Yes, I made the cookie. It was delicious…
And emo-y.
LOLZ.
I’m very proud of myself ’cause i had not “Fs” on my report card today, which is awesome.
I’m thinking if iI can keep my grades up next quater, I might join NC debate. ‘Cause Frankie’s on it and according to pertty much everyone but me thinks I’m pretty good. Guess I am. I just kind of like it. Pretty cool getting to talk up in front of people.
Ugh. I’m all twitchy ~Overstatement, but…~ b/c I haven’t seen Cameron all week, ’cause he’s grounded, nor have I talked to him b/c he has pretty much no phone. It’s driving me MAD. Crazy, on edge, twitchy, jumpy, emotional, demented, violent. All overstatements, but you get my point.
So life is good, other than the whole being crazy. So yeah, everything is all very at peace right now in my world. Of course, I’m usually at peace with myself and the universe, but…
Well holidays started today.
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Du nu nu nu du nu nu nu, can’t touch this, Du nu nu nu du nu nu nu.
TTLY. I get to go see movies all over the place, and hang with my wicked awesome friends, and update my music collection, hang with the folks, mosh with myself.
SWEET, SWEET FREEDOM.
And I don’t have to go to winter bridges or w/e it’s called.
Yeah, we have like from today to….Jan. 8th? And that’s a half day so….yeah!!!
No more school for a long time!!!!!!!!!!
And I’m gunna go see some movies with Franklin and I WILL do his hair. Some days I can’t help but notice that he does not do a good job getting all the conditioner out of his hair, So I must teach him to o it right, and he will be sooper shxei.
I’m debating weher or not I’m going to set any new years resolutions this year, ’cause I never really follow through with them. They’d probably be something stupid anyway, like “get in shape” or “stop obsessing over really hott sooper shexi guys I’ll prolly never meet in person.”
Bitch please. Don’t make me get my pimp hand out.
LOLz.
Too all of youz readding me blog right now thankx, ya’ll. you rock at life, soccer, cats, pigs, headphones, FFR, GH, HP, soda, phone books and a whole bunch or random stuffz all ova da place.
AND DON’T FORGET TO VIST SUSHEE’S PAGE WHILE YOU’RE AT IT!!!
http://lifeofsushee.wordpress.com/
Yeah!!!
Ugh. School today was ridiculous. First sign of a bad day: Spencer has to stick his nose all in mine ~Well, and Camerons~ business, ’cause he’s an idiot, and he asks like every other week. It’s rather annoying.
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Spen: So have you tow like *makes really bad motion of making out, but I get it anyway.*
Cat: No, god.
Spence: God, how long has it been?
Cat: Uhhhh….Since like…October?
Spence: Holy Crap, it’s been that long? Have you even like kissed? Once?
Cat: *cough* No…
Spence: Woah, really? Dude, he’s gunna break up with you. I mean I usually do in like an hour.
Cat: *here is where I wanted to say “Well, some people aren’t as shallow as you are they, fat-man?….But I didn’t*
He can’t break up with me. It’s one of his things ’cause he’s so much more in love with me than I am with him, and he knows it. so just leave it alone, ok?
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Ok, yes I know, two months and so many days is a long time for most people but…I dnnno we’re kind of…special circumstances…Like at the end of “Where the Losers Go” by Beth Goobie.
We’ve both been through some pretty…lethal shit really. We’ve both been really suicidal, he was eight when he wanted to kill himself first, I’ve been through stuff I can’t even remember at the moment.
We’re both really weird around people, we fell the need to be really “outgoing” to get people from asking what’s wrong, but when there aren’t any people in need of “Impressing” we’re both totally different. Especially him. Like when he was over at my house…He was really quiet and like playing with my cat…. adorable. I’ve been alone with him once; in my car waiting for my mom to come drive us to get Bri, and then drop him off at home.
So there.
Ugh, then these three kids at school had perscription drugs and took them, so now they are all in trouble. Then the CCA staff thought of an ingenious idea of posting this on flyers they gave out to everyone….
“Today, Dec. 10th, one of our ninth grade students provided two other students with perscription meds.”
WHAT BLITERING IDIOTS.
Is that not proof that they really dislike some of the students? No favorites my ass. I actually heard roumers and gossip about it in the halls walking back after final bell.
So now they have forced something upon us they say we shouldn’t do; spread roumers.
HEY, CCA, GOOD JOB BEING HYPOCRITICAL BASTARDS!
If there was an award for that, I’d give you top prize.
So stop lecturing us about “ethics” and “morals” and “Treating other people the way you wanted to be treated”~AKA not spreading roumers~ until any of you get the balls to stop fueling them for us.
Thank you, for starting a roaring fire.
Oh, yeah, and very many thanks for BURNING America’s youth and next few generations.
Congrats.
Imbeciles.
So…Friday night. Pretty frigging awesome really. Really a pretty good weekend actually…
So anyway, Friday night was awesome ’cause I got to spend the majority of it with Cameron. Ok, lemme explain ’cause it was really unplanned and stuff.
We decorated the library on Friday w/ Jenn and Mr. Dude, and like 12 other people. Cameron was there of course, being himself, and eating more pizza than I really thought possible. Well, anyway, that was really fun, ~I have a few pictures~ and I got to go on the ladder and stuff, then we all had to leave ~after one wicked game of Apples to Apples ~ But when we went outside to wait for our rides, Cameron wouldn’t tell me about some stupid bet he made at school, So I was chasing him and fell in the snow, my jeans got all cold and stuff. *Brrr*
Jenn made us come in though, ’cause it was 20 degrees outside. That’s where I found out Cameron had to walk a mile and a half to a house he refuses to step foot in when no one’s there, ~It’s haunted~ So he’s going to stay outside from eight until his parents got home, around 11, so I got all pissed and, long story short, Jenn and I forced him to get a ride with me, but he had no where to go, so he came home with us.
Who of you figured that out?
And which of you thought something really happened there?
‘Cause you’re wrong.
We sat on my couch for two hours and watched Monk and Psyche.
And Alton Brown’s Good Eats….
I stole his brownie recipe. It’s really good, but I have secret ingredients. It’s home-made and everything. Pretty damn scrumptious. i’m actually making them now. Heavanly.
It’s snowy outside.
Oh, yeah. I saw “Dan in Real Life” And it’s excellent. It’s so awesome. Loved it immensly.
That’s one thing I did. Yup….
I’ll try to start posting more often now.
Happy almost-holidays.
To Write Love On Her Arms is a cause that Casey was very passionate about. Starting today, they will honor him with a specially designed t-shirt. Its hard enough when you lose someone you love, but when that person is the primary bread winner in the house, it makes things even tougher and adds even more stress to an already bad time for those left behind. 100% of the proceeds from this shirt will go to help support Casey’s wife, Ashley. Please show your support for Casey and his family. We also ask that you please take your time to learn what TWLOHA is all about; Casey would have wanted it that way! Thank you! Hawthorne Heights
-hawthorneheights.com
Ha, ’tis true, ’tis true. Well, to most of you reading this who know me but not really, it seems that way. ‘Cause I’m very….sarcastic I suppose. There’s not really a word describing it that is in my extended vocabulary.
Oh well.
Yeah so I’ve decided to post stuff that makes me happy. Which is a lot, and I’ll look at it when I am sad. * *
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1.For all the woory she causes, still Amanda, my BFF.
2. The fact that Frankie and me are such awesome friends, even for all his bipolarness.
3.The color green
4.Those few weeks before the leaves fall off the tress, so you can see them up against a blue sky. Fantastic sight, really.
5. Knowing that no matter what happens between me and anyone close to me, we’ll still care.
6. Chocolate chip cookies made with my best friend.
7. The fact that I can act totally eccentric and none of my friends care.
8. Knowing that Cameron is mine.
9. Talking on the phone for six hours with Cameron or Amanda, talking about nothing and everything, but mostly nothing, and it’s cool.
10. Drinking hot chocolate outside when it’s snowing.
11.I have the best friends anyone could ever possibly wish for, but more so.
12. Being able to twist words into scentences and put them on paper to convey eomtion.
13.There are people like me.
14. Some bands do care about their fans.
15. I’m connected to the people singing on the CD I just bought as I am with my friends and family.
16.When you’re at the right concerts, the bass in the floor travles up through your feet to you chest and feels like a heart beat you’re sharing with everypone in the room.
17.I can scream as loud as I want to show love for the people on stage.
18. Dr. Pepper is like ambrosia.
19.Thank fate for long telephone cords.
20. Knowing that past the borders of Wyoming there are oceans.
21. Believing Nessie is real.
22. Hearing absolute scilence in broad daylight.
23. Letting people know they are loved.
24. Giving and recieveing Free hugs.
25. Remembering those close to us.
26.Collecting newspaper clippings of the people I know, or things I was at, just to know I’ll remember them when I’m older.
27. Taking pictures of my friends, unbeknowest to them.
28. Fawning over uys with awesome hair and lip peircings. Who are not Cameron….no lip peircings.
29. Fiddling with electronics.
30. Messing with people on IMVU
31.Acting overly dramatic in a crowd of people just because we can.
32.Forgiving people for their faults and mistakes.
33. Knowing everything works out in the end.
34.believeing Angels have black wings.
35.Giving someone something that saves their life.
36. Knowing you helped save someone’s life.
37. Reading Spin Magazine.
38. Knowing that no matter how uch your friends tease you about your stupid fears, they’ll never let anything hurt you.
39. Buying totally crazy and off-center stuff in thrift stores just to look like fools on public.
40. Playing “Apples to Apples” With thirty people in the middle of a library.
41. Eating chicken soup out of a ridiculosy stupid penguin cup.
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I’ll prolly continue this later…..
